Read between My lines

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

I HAVE MOVED
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See ya there ;)

The Only One penned at 5/01/2007 01:11:00 AM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Yesterday, I had the most pissing paper ever. It made me remember how much I hate Singapore's rigid education system. How much I hate NTU and how much I hate everything else.

100m, full essays, 2.5 hrs. YOU THINK IT'S ENOUGH????????????????

Well I'm telling you it's certainly not. Was fuming when I was writing. Coz I find it completely pointless to come up with a paper when you obviously know your students can't finish. The thing is, it's a HRM module. But its a closed book exam. That, I'm fine with it. 4 essays, 25m each. Ok, nvm.

YOU want to put in thinking question WHEN WE ALREADY DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO WRITE. What on earth is wrong with this people??? Hey if the exam was like 4 hrs, I wouldn't mind. But hell no.

Whatever it is, I did manage to complete my paper. If not I would have been even more pissed off. But my handwriting was disgusting to the max. Can't give a hoot about it though. The Profs are paid to put up with this. And they DID ask for it.

Plus, it was comforting knowing that at least one person walked out of the hall after one hour. This person obviously planned to fail. And there were people who couldn't finish their paper. So if the grading is based on a bell curve, I'll have people to 'cushion' me.

Mean as I may sound, its all about survival of the fittest. And I'm not preparing to back off into extinction yet.

The Only One penned at 4/26/2007 04:55:00 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Kissy Kissy

Aww, so loving right?

Btw, that's my sis's dog on the right. And FYI, her dog is a male and so is mine. Super brokeback can. My dog refuse to think that the friend is a 'he'. Wahahah. They were also the reason why I was so distracted and under-accomplished over the weekend.

And here's my dog, all ready to sleep. Hehe so cute rite. The only reason he laid there to pose was because he just puke -.- No energy to move.

Ah well, the randoms.

The Only One penned at 4/24/2007 06:22:00 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

Solitary Confinement

Round 2 down. 3 more to go.

As per norm, I'm super distracted and un-motivated after a paper. Can't bring myself to concentrate on studying for HRM. But I don't think you wanna hear me whine about that paper again.

Today's exam: Paper wasn't that fabulous. But I had ample time to complete it. So that's good I guess. However, recieved a not-so-great news from my friend afterwards. So the paper really isn't so great afterall. What's new huh.

Anyway, I realised I've been hibernating for like almost two weeks? I know I expected myself to hibernate but haha I think it's quite scary not having any life. Other than the occasional MSN replies that were necessary, and meeting up with sch frens because we are having a paper, I've been out of the sun and out of this world eversince don't know when. Man, what a life. Even my dog has more exciting things going on for him.

Can't wait for this week to be over. I'll be so much closer to freedom, and new things are awaiting to happen=)

Ooh, one of my friend got into the Accelerated Prog., which essentially means she'll be graduating 1 sem before me. Way to go gal! (If she even reads this) Think it's a rare opportunity that not everyone can get. I did think about it when I saw the email but I know I'm not capable enough.

So there, I'm destined to take the normal path like the majority.

Which is why, I should get back to mugging now. I can't study smart, so I'll have to study hard.

The Only One penned at 4/23/2007 10:00:00 PM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

I think I might have let some chances fly by me one too many times. And when I wanna walk back to it, I realise the door is already closed.

Is it just pure bad decision? Or bad timing?

Think it's time I really find out what I want in life and live for it.

***

As for today's Pharm paper, it was the pits. It didn't help when my parasympathetic mode took over and contracted my bladder -.- Was hoping that either more tubular reabsorption would take place or my hand muscles would move faster. But both didn't take place. So I was miserably stuck in the exam hall, facing some ridiculous 25M question that I didn't know what to write.

Alrighty, it's gonna be a busy week.

(Can't believe I didn't watch CSI yesterday, all coz of Pharm)

The Only One penned at 4/18/2007 05:16:00 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

It's another end

Yet again, I have come to an end of another semester in school. I can't help but say 'How time flies' This sem seems to have gone by exceptionally fast. Seems like it wasn't too long ago that I was complaining about Indianman's accent. Sigh, so that marks the end of my Yr 3 in uni life. Not too excited about the prospect of moving on to Yr 4 and starting of FYP and stuff. But, life goes on whether I want it to or not.

So now, it's the time of the year again when we try to consolidate what we've learnt=( Cramming, mugging, hibernating, losing sleep all for the sake of some piece of paper we will eventually see next year.

I can't believe I still had lesson full swing this week. And my first paper's next wed. Don't know what NTU is thinking. Doesn't really help that I cannot study in school at all! Nothing goes in. It's disgusting. Then there's always some inconsiderate ass who thinks the whole world isn't mugging just because he's not, and talk and talk and talk like there's no tomorrow.

I specially went down to school early on thurs morning to get some things done coz I didn't do anything the day before(no thanks to the lab reports) and some fat guy with his pink friend came along to plonk their asses down on the bench next to me. Hey, if you are eating, then stick to eating k? Don't eat and talk with your mouth full. Didn't your mum teach you?? It was disgusting and distracting. So h's fat flapping mouth didn't stop until their lecture started, which was 1 hour before mine. And there isn't really much I could do within an hour. So damn them.

Rarrrr. Last lap!! RUNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

The Only One penned at 4/14/2007 09:05:00 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007

My Stinky Monday

Woke up(kinda) to the welcoming smell of my pets' waste. PetS. My hamsters houses were invaded by ants. All 3 can. So I had to clean it out. Damn NTUC for selling some weirdo hamster food which attracts ants. Stupid, I tell you. And then later, after my dog bathed, he excreted his waste inside the house. -.- So I had to clean it up. I mean I don't really mind, since it's part and parcel of keeping pets..but before I even had my breakfast?? Not an exciting thought. Haha.

Nice way to start of my week.

Missed church, missed dinner with my family. There's only so much things I can handle at a time and as a student, I have to know where my priority is. Plus, there wasn't any incentive to eat a buffet. I'd get fat, the food isn't too great and it's a waste of time. So there.

I just found out that I have to be back in school at the end of July for some enterpreneuship course. YAWN. Enterpreneurship. I hate the way Singapore dictates everything, including education. Just because entre. is the in thing right now, everyone has to get a taste of it. And suddenly there's like a Master's degree in Technopreneurship thing, which I don't even know what it really means. Tell me, how to be an entrepreneur in Singapore when almost every big company here is GLC? Seriously lame.

In any case, since I'll be clearing this module before my Year 4 Sem 1(gasp, year 4), I'm pretty thankful about it. A 6 full day course, for 2 or 3 AUs. I like=)

One and a half weeks to exams. I haven't been working my ass off as much as I should. Rarrrr. Time to get the 'party' started.

Adios.

Ps: Mud, saw your post. I'll talk to ya tonight! Cheer up and *shmuacks*

The Only One penned at 4/09/2007 10:12:00 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Phantom of the Opera


HA HA HA HA. Sorry man, I'm so bored that I'm entertaining myself like that.

Looks super gross I know. But I like the after effect of it. It's some Loreal firming mask thingy(not that my skin is sagging). Haha, trying to save my poor skin these days. Tried my FaceShop eye mask too, but nothing much leh. I still see my disgusting eye rings.

So as you all can tell, I'm like super distracted. It's always like that during the pre-exam period. Doing all the unneccessary stuff. Tsk.

Anyway, I believe I just blew off one Taiwan trip=( Joy was asking to go on the 1st week of hols. Which I can't make it!!=( )= Have intersem AND lab so there is no way I can wriggle out of Singapore. Sigh. Anyone else who's free in July????

Rightz, so talking about school...As usual because of SBS's lousy planning, we're stuck with 2 lab reports, 1 evaluation report to hand in by the end of the sem. Ain't it great. Like I no need mug like that hor? But I think some of the Profs are pretty kind this sem. Some. There are 3 modules where they told us that the last chapter will not be included for exams. Hurray-ness! I lurvvv Indianman, Big Head(and LCF) and the Pharm guy. Woot. But of course there's stil la shit load to mug for.

You know, it seriously feels that I am having mental diarrhea now. Nothing that I studied is staying in my brains. Have a feeling my brain cells are differentiating into adipose cells or something. Screwed.

Sigh...should get back to work, and conitnue counting down to my MAYDAY.

P/S:


My lazy dog. I wish I had a life like him.

The Only One penned at 4/04/2007 08:30:00 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Awaiting my MAY DAY(pun not quite intended)

I know what most people must be thinking when they see the above. But no. As much as I would love to see Mayday, I would actually love it more when 1st of May arrives. Because that would mean that exams are over.

I cannot say enough about how much misery I go through during exam period. I know that everyone else feels the same, but I can't speak for them.

Anyway, day of May is little too far away for some things to wait. So I decided to love myself abit more today. Did hair treatment, trimmed my hair(ok, maybe it was more than a trim) and bought eye masks. As it is right now, my eye rings are already bad. And I can safely assure myself that it wouldn't get any better for the next one month. Hence the need for eye masks. That's assuming that they work.

What to do? When you *ahem* get older, you need more help to preserve yourself. Life is short, so make it pretty. Haha.

Alright, shoutout! IF ANYONE WANTS TO GO TAIWAN IN JULY, PLEASE CALL ME ALONG.

The Only One penned at 4/01/2007 04:09:00 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Addiction

It's a terribly wrong time to be addicted to something right now. There's so much to be done but so little time. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT.

The temptation is so great and so easy to satisfy.

Somebody help me before I do something silly.

The Only One penned at 3/27/2007 06:38:00 PM